Life is like a...

Do you know anything about what is going to happen before you actually start something? As for me, “no” is the answer, the only answer. When I had started Kyudo, Japanese archery, I could not imagine I would have been into too much. Personally I think I soon get tired of things. Till I started Kydo I thought I was like that. But When I started it I found myself pretty much crushed into it. No matter what opinion people had about it? I practiced a lot without thinking I was doing Kyudo too much. Come to think about it I practiced a lot. I can not remember what I did when I was in high school anything accept Kyudo.

But to the contrary, I can not concentrate much, even as much as I should, when I do something I can not be into. Like this work, that I do now; I thought I would be my vocation or something. But when I opened a box, named future, it was not inside. I thought it, that here means my current job, was inside; but not. You know what I mean? Like when my mother presents me with a carton of soap, for no reason, instead of a DVD “Jack ass 2” which I expected my mother to gave me. I would be disappointed with the box of cleanliness. Of course, soap is important for me to keep away from germ. But on the spot, I would not need it. I might need “Jack ass 2” to spend the Christmas night with horrible laugh.

But when I opened the carton, another great story possibly would happen. And If I got the DVD, it could be stinking boring. I do not know what would happen. And I got “Jack ass 2” as I hoped and expected, and it is lousy already. Besides I know when a movie starts turn to be lousy, it would not recover.